is karma a bitch? or we are?

i found out that my life is going worse everyday... i should do something to improve this... letih hari2 nak menjaga hati org bila org tk menjaga hati kita... i need to get out this place as fast as i can... surely boleh survive di luar sana... sedangkan ulat dlm batu boleh hidup... hihihihi... walaupun tk pernah lg jumpe ulat dalam batu... mane la org2 dulu jumpe pepatah ni kan... tp berguna juga untuk kita di zaman sekarang nih... satu alasan yg bagus untuk berubah... takkan nk di takuk same je sampai ke tua... 

oh well... guess kene gerak dr skrg kalau nak berubah... whether this is my karma or fated by Allah i still have to face this...