Saturday, November 20, 2010

friend in need is a friend indeed!

F.R.I.E.N.D.S.... aku sangat bersyukur kerana dapat kwn2 yg sgt memahami aku... they always support me in whatever decisions i have made in my life... although sometimes they think that it is the stupidest decision i have made... but they'll always be by my side when i'm facing the consequences... thanks FRIENDS!!! i really appreciate u guys..

even though now i am at the lowest point of my life they are just a call away... AND... my new friends... i just know them after i'm married but they are awesome friends... sokongan korg mmg terbaekkk!! terharu dan tak sangka bila aku dalam masalah yg sgt besar korg yg selalu ada di blkg aku dengan sokongan moral yg jitu... walaupun aku tau korg dlm keadaan tersepit kdg2 bila ada masalah yg timbul tapi aku fhm kedudukan korg... aku tk mengharapkan korg akan sokong tindakan aku everytime tapi its good to know that u are there...

hari ni aku nak berjaya berdiri atas kaki sendiri... aku tahu aku tkleh nk mengharapkan korg sampai bila... semua orang ada hal2 sendiri yg nak diselesaikan... mslh aku haruslah aku yg setel kan... thx jugak sebab selalu menghiburkan aku di waktu aku dlm keadaan yg teruk dan xtau apa yg ptt aku buat... betul ada hikmah nya semua yg terjadi ni... walau pun aku akan kehilangan org yg aku syg tapi telah diganti dengan kawan2 yg sejati... terima kasih Allah untuk semua nih... :)

Friday, November 19, 2010

is karma a bitch? or we are?

i found out that my life is going worse everyday... i should do something to improve this... letih hari2 nak menjaga hati org bila org tk menjaga hati kita... i need to get out this place as fast as i can... surely boleh survive di luar sana... sedangkan ulat dlm batu boleh hidup... hihihihi... walaupun tk pernah lg jumpe ulat dalam batu... mane la org2 dulu jumpe pepatah ni kan... tp berguna juga untuk kita di zaman sekarang nih... satu alasan yg bagus untuk berubah... takkan nk di takuk same je sampai ke tua... 

oh well... guess kene gerak dr skrg kalau nak berubah... whether this is my karma or fated by Allah i still have to face this...